i love this one

I am pathetic.

Wishing he loves me like I do, by magic.

Then I pretend to be like I am not.

And realize it’s only hurt.

One day, I figured out it all.

that I will never be with you.

So I no longer have to pretend anything.

I am forgetting you, this is the fact.

But when I am laughing with my friends, the one I seek is you to watch me laugh.

And when I am lying on the bed, hurtful, the voice I want to hear is yours.

I just think that knowing you’re around is a must.

But except you, I can’t think about anything better.

Cause sometimes, the only thing we can do is to love.

 

-p.puteri-

swimming with zaza andi inah

YEEEY, FINALLY menghabiskan liburan selain online dirumah ALL THE DAY.

Selasa, 26 April 2011 andrie chania zahara ngepost status seperti ini :

yasudah mumpung nggak ada kerjaan, ngikut aja deh. tanya sana sini akhirnya dapatlah teman si zaza sama nahlia :D susun rencana Rabu 27 April 2011, awalnya mau pergi jam 9 ehh, kepagian ternyata. akhirnya direncanakanlah pergi jam 3. dimana kah tempat yang beruntung untuk kita kunjungi ? terpilihlah 2 tempat sebagai berikut : 

1. muslim*h cent*r, tidak jadi karena : tempatnya kecil, tapi untungnya disini girls only. jadi nggak perlu risih sama cowok 

2. sury* palac* deket sekolah, jadi karena : tempatnya deket sekolah, dan lagi sepi. jadi nggak malu-maluin kalo nggak bisa berenang. 

noh tuh yang biru biru kolamnyaa *fotonya lebih fokus ke bangunan. aslinya kolamnya lumayan besar lahh. sebesar lapangan basket* budgetnya Rp. 20.000 --> berenang sepuasnya + nasi goreng. daripada pang*ran mahal, bayar Rp. 50.000 --> berenang tapi rame bangeeeet, dan cuman dapat fruitea. RUGI ! mending kalo ada voucher gratis dari tante baru kesana lagi.  nih pangeran beach hotel : 

jadi kalo punya budget gede mending di hotel - hotel gitu, tapi buat anak sekolahan bagusnya sih di tempat yang budgetnya kecil tapi oke. 

nggak sempat foto waktu berenang tadi, zaza sih nggak bawa kamera T____T but it was FUN :D \m/

sekian :) 

find me, i'll tell this

hey, if you find this blog read this :

I JUST WANT TO TALK WITH YOU, AND FIX IT ALL.

"wanna have lunch together at my class ?"

on thursday, when i went to one of school in my city (this school are special for me) i met someone i missed very much.i can not describe how i miss him on past, present, and future just like tenses. lol. And this is the following story about that :
h : me
x : him

h : (yelled his name)
x : (look at back)
h : hei
x : hei, where have you been ?
h : my school. i want to stick a poster here. 
#x and h had a long conversation. suddenly x said something shocking.
x : wanna comin' to my class?
h : what for ?
x : have a lunch together at my class, i brought my own meal (smiling very sweet )
h : was frozen. nothing to say nothing to do.

mono

mono to the max disekolah. nothing to do ! nggak bisa ke kantin buat jajan (one of the dolores rules), nggak bisa jalan - jalan ke lantai 3 lagi (karena sudah ada penghuni tetap kelas 3), nggak bisa ke shelter lagi. kadang guru sering nggak ada, temen malah sibuk sendiri sama ini dan itu. dan saya ? hanya berteman dengan handphone, headset,dan dengan playlist yang ada di handphone,  sometimes texting with another.
nggak ada yang bisa diajak main. haduuuhhh pada kemana teman-teman semua ? tidakkkah kalian tahu bahwa saya ingin bermain dengan kalian semuaaaa ? melakukan hal gila yang akan kita ingat selalu. saya sepi teman - teman, saya mono.

project deleting

project deleting. wish me luck :)

i need pelangi

i need pelangi to write her quotes about me. pelangi kamu dimana ? post something dong. i need your quotes haaaa

please be nice April

today is 2nd day on April. what's happening with April ? everything begun with a bad thing ! disgusting and annoying. would it be continue ? AHHH NOOOOO LAAAAAAAHHHH. 

yesterday, black "peanuted" me. and you know black ? i just wanna hear your voice. even it is just "assalamualaikum". but what you have done yesterday ? you don't even reply mine. ahhh disappointed haaa T_________T cerita sama bang hary yang biasanya selalu menjadi penampung yang sangat menyenangkan,  malah nyebelin responnya. nggak asik !

please be nice April.